Thursday, 10 June 2010

bad..

i had too long didn't update my blog..
it's already..
now,is holiday,exam is over..
but,i felt that my marks not so good..
because of i cant study and memories in all the things..
or other reason..
something like missing her no mood to study..?
tomorrow is the 28th day since the date 14th may she died..
now,miss you so much..
recently,i had change to another..
sorry because i hurt you..
i am a person like that and i hope you will understand it..
i no need you to forgive me but i hope you can find your another early..
i am not the person u find it..
sorry..
i know that i am doing the wrong thing..
but,still can't change what i had already think or do before..
anyone also can't change it..
sorry for my stubborn..
i am not happy in this holiday..
the 1st week doing nothing but the 2nd week is busy for the krs camp..
what the...
can't handle it anymore..
and sorry for that i say i don't want continue to be the monitor..
sir,i felt i can't do it well..
every time also scolding people..
sorry for my friends who i angry and scolded you before..
sorry..
now,is getting heavier and heavier..
is it that my pressure or else..??
why i wanna give my own too much pressure..??
why..??
exam also like that..
now,my mood is very down..
i sorry about you..
should a girl or boys have a relationship when they are in the secondary school..??
is it correct to themselves..???
haiz..
just forget about it..
always do the correct and what i need to..
don't be too so "kapo" about other people things..
this is not your buisness,lim shin hwey..
you should wake up now..
please don't be like that..
you always like a stupid and like a remote control..
am i a robotic person..??
friendship...
can be forever..??
although we all had already graduated please don't forget all of us..
detergen..
the use of it is to wash the clothes,right..??
but people can drink it..
if a person drink it,is it good..??
died is a good thing for all of us..??
sorry for my friend,maybe holiday won't go out with you all..
just want to be alone..
lonely feels good..
sorry is the word i can say..
and thank you for you all..