recently,i felt that my mood is not good also..
everyday,will scolded by my dad or sister..
ish.
i don't like that..
don't why..??
recently,my sister is going crazy..
always keep my things..
then say is me do missing..
wtf la..
not mine..
always one..
hate this life..
not good..
and the important is when my sisther is "gila",my dad will say her only..
if is me,maybe i will caned by the"rotan"..
not fair for me..
the world is like that..
have how many things is fair for me..??
i think that none..
except somethings..
why they always like that especially my sister,hate her so much..
i don't want to live with her again..
not good..
sometimes,i will think that if i had died,how is the life of my family..??
is it died is a good things..??
drink detergen..??
or something else..??
i don't know..
head have many things..
have many pressure now..
school,home and some else..
haiz..
after two weeks,ia happy new year again..
and also valentine's day already..
but still single and felt good when single..
this year not happy because of the stupid sophie lim shin hwey..
what had she done..
walau..
because of her self-fish,now felt regret again..
but can't change it anymore..
the important is whether i happy or not..
if i felt sad,maybe he also sad or maybe happy..??
i don't know because i can't read his mind..
this is also the reason i felt sad,regret and break up with him..
now..??
what the lifestyle i want..??
just a simple life and want to live at a place that everyone don't know who am i..
like this,maybe i will happy..
recently,hate take picture about myself..
because i found that i am ugly already..
like a...
just now,went boon yan blog..
see the post that R.I.P.for jason..
after seeing the post,felt sad..
like a dream..
suddenly go away without any....
i found that i am interesting in piano..
i want to play piano but want to take some lesson first..
but my parents will give..??
i don't know..